August 30th, 2003

me again

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I just took a nap for 6 hours and I still feel like crap. My headache did not go away and my nose is all stuffed up. I think I didn't get enough sleep last night.

I had to get up early this morning for a funeral. My mom's aunt died a few days ago. I didn't even really want to go to the funeral, but since I didn't go the viewing last night, my mom made me go today. I honestly would have skipped the whole thing otherwise. Which my mom thought was horrible "because she's family". Family I barely knew, but still family. Also not a blood relative, but still family. I honestly can't remember the last time I saw her and my mom's uncle despite the fact that for the last few years they have lived less than 10 minutes from us.

Se we went, and I saw a lot of distant cousins who I haven't seen since I was like, 5-years-old, and some I'd never met before. And I did not view the body because I have no desire to look at that. I have been to 2 funerals before in my life, I think. One was someone my mom knew when I was really little and I barely remember it, and the other was someone in high school who died of cancer. I don't like funerals much. (which, ok, that sounds stupid becasue who does, right? but yes. not a big fan of funerals.)

And after the funeral, I came home because only immediate family was going to the gravesite, and I really had no desire to go to the "celebratory dinner" and see all these relatives I don't know. Also because I had a horrible headache and I was really very tired. Which are both still true, though, to a lesser extent. The aspirin seems to be kicking in and now that I'm out of bed I'm not as tired. And I really want to go out and do something but I don't know what or with who. No one is around. I'll probably end up staying home and watching a movie or something. But first, I must find something to eat.
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