Wow. I just realized how scared I am of this trip. Not because of anything that has happened recently. I have only ever flown once before and that was, like, 9 years ago. I don't really remember much about being on the plane. But there were other people with me then. This time I have to do it alone. All the responsibility is on me. And I have to change planes in St. Louis. I've never had to do that before. I know I can do it. It's really not that hard. But I've never done it. I don't like being in unfamiliar situations. And I am a little nervous about flying. I'll just be glad once I'm on the ground safely in Cali.