I had a dream last night. It involved me and my ex who I broke up with 4 years ago. Why would I be dreaming about him now? But I think I figured it out. He was just a symbol for the man I will eventually marry. Because in my dream we were decidedly un-ex-boyfriend-and-girlfriendish. No, it wasn't that kind of dream. geez. but we were decidedly a couple. And let me tell you that there is no way in hell that it means we will be getting back together. And for some reason the most important thing about my ex was that he had a new car. It was a Jeep Cherokee. So I figured that, obviously, is a clue as to who this mystery future husband is. Isn't it obvious? I'm going to marry JC. I was hoping for Lance, but, JC. That's almost as good. Especially since he's been becoming more and more appealing to me. Especially when he's being all HOT and stuff...oh, wait, that's all the time. well anyway, I'm not so disturbed by this dream anymore now that I know what it means. I am however worried about my Lance love. It hasn't really waned. but. JC is just so damn hot. and available. it's just easier to have a crush on a singe man. for me anyway. But Lance is still my favorite. There is still hope that I will be able to resist the awesome power that is JC Chasez. Of course if my dream really does mean something, maybe there's not. And is that really so bad?